— Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit
You might not believe now but there is a point. It will make sense when all of it fades away. And you have to have faith, it’s the one thing that you can never lose. It will make sense you see. There is a point. And if it seems to have none today, well then make it.
7:06pm Dinner with friends. Youre ok, but then It hits you suddenly like the many times before that moment. They continue talking, while you just listen and play with the food in front of you. So the voices become a blur, muffled and becomes part of the background. Its just you. The lone sunflower in a vast field of wheat. and the world becomes distant in a split second. Funny how you can even think and feel too many things all in the same time. So true, so familiar, so overwhelming. And just like that you’re isolated.
Breathe again. And you’re back in. Sip your tea and smile like nothing happened really.
Please be where you are happy.
Magic - Coldplay
And with all your magic, I disappear from view.
And I can’t get over. Can’t get over you.
Still I call it magic.
E X I S T
Now, I won’t have to complain about having to study against my will. Truthfully, I kind of missed the group study, hoping it will end, sleeping with a book on my hand, being a night owl, having to reject hanging out with friends because you have to study, restricting social networking sites and having to concentrate. Also, I’m glad I won’t need to have my bed filled with paper works and books any more.
When I was in high school, I thought I wanted to take up something with a title. I just didnt thought it’d take this damn hard to get one.
Thank God, I am now an Architect.